A heart that has already been shattered one too many times cannot be broken again. It doesn't make sense but if you've felt it, you'll understand. I'm done regretting because of other people. I'm done answering questions. I'm done talking about things which are better left being unsaid. I'm done trusting people just because they want me to. I'm done waiting and co-operating. I'm done caring about if I fit in or if people like me. I'd rather keep the promises I've made to myself and to the people who I love and who love me back especially for who I am than trying to fit in or have people like me. I'd rather be alone if that's what accepting one for who they are is. And I'd rather be hated than break my promises and regret anything because of them. This is who I am and if you hate me, be it. I don't care.
Saturday, 18 August 2012
Rather be alone.
I'd rather be alone that be around people...not because there's something about them would make me repel but because I'd just rather be alone.
Being around people isn't that amusing or satisfying. Being alone might seem depressing or may seem stupid when you have so many friends...but only few friends will understand your need to be alone because it's human nature to critisize or some thing uneeded at that time.
I find sitting alone in the darkness with music playing in my ears more appealing because very few people can say the correct thing exactly when needed and if one thing is said aside from that, it could shatter somone. Being alone is being loved by yourself in silence.
Being around people isn't that amusing or satisfying. Being alone might seem depressing or may seem stupid when you have so many friends...but only few friends will understand your need to be alone because it's human nature to critisize or some thing uneeded at that time.
I find sitting alone in the darkness with music playing in my ears more appealing because very few people can say the correct thing exactly when needed and if one thing is said aside from that, it could shatter somone. Being alone is being loved by yourself in silence.
Love yourself.
There isn't one person on this planet who loves themselves...they've all tried to change themselves physically, mentally or emotionally...the reason? Because there is someone standing in their way of being who they are. They get close to people...people who don't like them for who they are and expect them to change just because they don't like their behaviour or the way they think, or dress, or talk.
You were born that way because God chose who you were going to be. He made you according to who you were supposed to be and no one has the right to change God's decision. It's God's decision against the person who asked you to change and it's your choice who you want to be.
You can be anyone you want to be but there's only one person who can make you want to change and that person is "You".
Love youself.
You were born that way because God chose who you were going to be. He made you according to who you were supposed to be and no one has the right to change God's decision. It's God's decision against the person who asked you to change and it's your choice who you want to be.
You can be anyone you want to be but there's only one person who can make you want to change and that person is "You".
Love youself.
Why do you like to hurt so much?
"Why do you like to hurt so much? Pain is like a drug...
...A drug no one wants to take but it's different with you. Everyone's first instinct is to run and second is to stay as far as possible from what hurt them and caused them pain.
Your first instinct of running away is the same but your second instinct is the opposite. You keep running back to the same thing...It isn't healthy. When will you learn your lesson? No one runs back to what hurt them. They walk a straight path, no turning back. Don't stay in your comfort zone. Don't get used to the hurt. Those people are going to cause you pain until you lose control of yourself. You've lingered in the shadow long enough to know what heart break is. When you play. Play it right. Play it so they can't hurt you. Turn the tables on them or don't play at all. You'se lost your share of fights. Don't let them win. Don't let them take your life."
...A drug no one wants to take but it's different with you. Everyone's first instinct is to run and second is to stay as far as possible from what hurt them and caused them pain.
Your first instinct of running away is the same but your second instinct is the opposite. You keep running back to the same thing...It isn't healthy. When will you learn your lesson? No one runs back to what hurt them. They walk a straight path, no turning back. Don't stay in your comfort zone. Don't get used to the hurt. Those people are going to cause you pain until you lose control of yourself. You've lingered in the shadow long enough to know what heart break is. When you play. Play it right. Play it so they can't hurt you. Turn the tables on them or don't play at all. You'se lost your share of fights. Don't let them win. Don't let them take your life."
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